Hi Darling!<----That's a new one huh? First thing that came to mind. Anyways... Workin over at Rob's definatly helped. The way things are going right now, I should have this thing done by the end of tonight (midnight). I'm hoping I can get it done in time to submit it tonight for the early points, but if not then I can just do it tomorrow after CS class. I've also looked over my Physics lab that's due tomorrow by 7pm. It looks like I could probably bang that out in 2 hours at the most. So God willing, we'll be able to talk for most of tomorrow. Untill then, I LOVE YOU SWEETY! Talk to you tomorrow. Bye!

Hi Sweety! Doesn't look like I'll be able to talk tonight. I'm sorry. : ( There's a little more to this program than I thought, and I REALLY want to try and get done by the end of tomorrow so we can talk on Wed. before you leave. I found out that I have an ECE test on Friday so I'll be doing a lot of studying on Thurs. Good thing is that I won't have an ECE class on Wed. so that's more programming time if I need it. I probably won't be going to bed tonight untill like 1am or so. I'm really sorry we won't get to talk tonight. I'll try and make it up to you...somehow ;-) hee hee. I LOVE YOU HONEY!! I miss you SO much!! It's what, only a week and a half till I come home? I want the time to fly by, but not untill my program's done. Hopefully we'll get to talk tomorrow. Bye babe.

Caleb, Rob, and I have decided to go ahead and get validated together tomorrow so I'll be available whenever I'm done with wiring. I'm going to have dinner when I'm done typing this and then non-stop wiring. I've been feeling kinda tired in the mornings lately so I'm going to go to bed around 10:30 and take some Melatonin to try and get some better rest. I have a quiz tomorrow at 11. I've already studied for it earlier today so we can talk. Something fun to do while you wait for me is this game: www.miniclips.com/couronne.htm practice and maybe we can play later tonight. I love you, bye!

Hi honey! I'm afraid I have some bad news. I completley forgot that I have a Physics Lab today that ends around 4:15. There is the possibility of finishing it early, but this means I'll be cutting into wiring and validation time. If I don't finish wiring before 8 then I won't go to get validated untill tomorrow because there will most likely be way too many people there for me to get validated tonight. Sorry about this. Hopefully I'll get to talk to you later tonight. I love you!!! Bye sexy!

Hey Sweety. I'm out with Caleb and friends. Not sure when I'll be back but I won't be getting off till like 1am. I hope I get to talk to you. I love you!!! bye honey

I'm still at Caleb's and still doing the studying thing. Caleb is actually at some sort of assembly for the remembering of Colombine. I'm not sure when it's over, but I will probably leave his place by 10. I'm sorry we didn't get to talk much on our 6 month anniversary. But we'll get to talk a lot more tomorrow, I promise. I love you sweetheart!!!!! I hope I get to talk to you later tonight. Bye

Hi Sweety. YAY YOU'RE DONE!!!! Now if only I could say the same. Caleb and I figured out most of it. There's still one thing we don't know though. He luckily has a later due date and more time to think about it, unlike me. I'll pretty much be wiring up what I have and then trying to figure out the last thing for the rest of the day. If I can't, I am able to fake it, but I might not get validated at all. With any luck there'll be some kind of extension on the report in order to give me another chance to validate it. It won't do me too much good since my program is due next Wed. I'll be spending some of Fri and all my weekend on that. I'll be on at 9 because I know I'll need a break and two days of not talking with you is two days too many. I miss you so much, especially now with all the stress of work. Like last night after I came home from working with Caleb. I crawled into bed and rested myslef against my lounge pillow with the arms. Having the arms on either side made me think of you and how wonderful it would be if you were here and we could fall asleep in each other's arms. (heavy sigh) Time for me to get ready for class. I love you ALWAYS AND FOREVER!!! By the way, I downloaded what I believe to be the original version of our song if you'd like it. Talk to you tonight honey. bye

Last night I had trouble going to sleep. I don’t know why. It might’ve been because of the all the mints I ate. I eventually did go to sleep, and I did it crying. I think you should know why. For whatever reason I started to look back on my life, in particular early middle school. Back then I’d occasionally get picked on for being skinny, weak, and pretty much a dork. I used to dream about my life when I was older. It was going to be one of those lives that you might see in the movies. I was going to be this huge muscular man. I’d be over 6 ft. and have shoulders so wide I’d have to step sideways through doors. I’d have the rippling pecks, the washboard stomach, and legs strong enough to kick down even the strongest tree. I’d have a wife that was your typical supermodel type: size 0 waist, blonde hair, the girl of every male adolescents dreams. We’d live in a big house, not really a mansion, but still big. Every guy wanted to be my friend.
Here’s the thing though. As I look back on those thoughts now, I realize that I was only worried about what everyone else saw. I thought if I was a big hard body then I’d get respect. Every guy wanted to be my friend because of what I had and not for whom I was. My wife was only with me for the same reasons and I was only with her because of her looks. When I compare my life now with what I wanted my life to be then, I know that I’m much happier now then I ever could’ve been in that other life. Sure I’m not the big muscle bound man, but I have great friends who like me for who I am. I also have a wonderful girlfriend who is the best thing to ever happen to me. In my mind you are a supermodel. I love everything about you from your great smile and lovely hair, to the kindness and caring that is part of who you are. There is no way that I could ever ask to be with anyone better than you because that person doesn’t exist. You are everything to me. I love you, I am in love with you, and that will never change no matter what. Yes I cried myself to sleep, but they were tears of happiness from thinking about how great my life has been and will be, now that you’re in it.
Happy 6-month anniversary! It’s the first of many to come. I will love you “Always and Forever.”